just in case anyone out there cares, which i doubt, i have not fallen off the planet!! almost, but not quite!! i have been so tired and agitated lately, i haven’t been doing anything. by anything i mean ANYTHING!! i have laundry and dishes and dusting and vacuuming that need to be done. anyone brave enough to come do it for me?? i promise i’ll clear a path.
i just have not been well at all. i have this heaviness in my chest, i want to cry at the drop of a hat every second. and i can’t breath. buster has ordered my progesterone cream that i have been out of for like a month and i have been sitting under a full-spectrum light for hours on end. if the cream doesn’t miraculously cure me help, i’m gonna go see the dr. about my bipolar disorder. this has gone on too long!!
so for now, i wait for the miracle cream to come. shouldn’t be long now. then a few days and i’ll know if it’s hormones (for anyone who doesn’t know, i had a radical hysterectomy 9-11-08) or if i need to go in for therapy and/or drugs.
wish me luck!! 
i hope it’s just hormones and such, but i have a feeling it isn’t. either way – get the help you NEED and DESERVE.
Either problem can really mess with you for sure! If you’ve had a hysterectomy, have you looked into bio-identical hormones? I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time!
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