ok, so i’m going blog crazy!! i have a new fixation with blogging.  maybe i just have a lot to say??  anyway…..lately i have been missing my son A LOT!!  he has been gone now almost 4 years!!  we went to the fire works for the 4th and i started getting chest pains..like my heart actually hurt…its kinda crazy , i know.  i just miss him so much sometimes.  i keep waiting for it to get better, but it doesn’t seem to .  i mean when it first happened, every time i thought about him i would cry, i don’t do that anymore, not every time anyway, but i do get these chest pains quite often.    so anyway, can everyone just pray for me, please.  i really would like that. i have been thinking about him all the time and missing him terribly.  for those of u who do not know, my son was killed in an auto accident nov.5, 2004.  we (my husband, myself and the two kids) were going to B.R.  we were going north  and as we headed up there someone ran a stop sign at an intersection going east and he hit us going about 45 mph.  my son was killed instantly. our lives were turned upside down andinside out, but with  God’s help and the support of loved ones, we are still going strong!  this is one of my favorite photos of him….you can see his reflection in the fish tank!!  this was taken about a year before he died.

Tags: death, life, love, personal, struggles, thoughts

Categories: life, personal, struggles, thoughts

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